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Very important things
Hmm, no updates in a while. Well I have some big news to announce: I've started drinking caffeine again. And it feels great.

Expecting something more were you? What could be more important than going back to drinking caffeine? Being constantly wired is key to my existence. As some great philosopher sitting in a coffee shop once said, "I tremble violently, therefore I am."

Somehow, this post felt very unfulfilling.
Somewhere in the world...
Somewhere in the world, there is a rut with me stuck in it. My good pals Laziness and Stupidity are in there with me and we're having a gay ol' time. No, the rut is not on Brokeback Mountain.

The past couple of weeks have not been all that great. Some seriously crappy crap has gone down these past couple of weeks and as a result, I have been feeling seriously crappy. Crappy enough to have written "crappy" four times, twice in each of two sentences. But looking back though, many of those things weren't all that bad. I think I tend to let the bad things in life affect me too much. The way I see it, if I let the all the bad things slide, then I'm bound to repeat them. On the other hand, if I dwell on the negative points too much, I'm bound to repeat them also, but I also miss out on all the good things that go on. The way I tend to live leads me to soak in a puddle of despair because, well, at least I'm soaking. Makes no sense? Good. Feeling sorry for one's self rarely does. Is there a point to all this? No. Throwing words on a web page rarely has a point.

In more gruesome news, they say that the original fairy tales by the Super Grimm Bros. are actually very violent and really not suitable for 21st century children. (Yes, humans have become quite soft lately. By the time the aliens to come to take over the Earth, we will have evolved into a formidable pillow fighting force. Take that E.T.) Project Gutenberg has the text in a variety of formats. Here's an example of the horrific tales the Grimm brothers wove:
THE STRAW, THE COAL, AND THE BEAN

In a village dwelt a poor old woman, who had gathered together a dish of beans and wanted to cook them. So she made a fire on her hearth, and that it might burn the quicker, she lighted it with a handful of straw. When she was emptying the beans into the pan, one dropped without her observing it, and lay on the ground beside a straw, and soon afterwards a burning coal from the fire leapt down to the two. Then the straw began and said: 'Dear friends, from whence do you come here?' The coal replied: 'I fortunately sprang out of the fire, and if I had not escaped by sheer force, my death would have been certain,--I should have been burnt to ashes.' The bean said: 'I too have escaped with a whole skin, but if the old woman had got me into the pan, I should have been made into broth without any mercy, like my comrades.' 'And would a better fate have fallen to my lot?' said the straw. 'The old woman has destroyed all my brethren in fire and smoke; she seized sixty of them at once, and took their lives. I luckily slipped through her fingers.'

'But what are we to do now?' said the coal.

'I think,' answered the bean, 'that as we have so fortunately escaped death, we should keep together like good companions, and lest a new mischance should overtake us here, we should go away together, and repair to a foreign country.'

The proposition pleased the two others, and they set out on their way together. Soon, however, they came to a little brook, and as there was no bridge or foot-plank, they did not know how they were to get over it. The straw hit on a good idea, and said: 'I will lay myself straight across, and then you can walk over on me as on a bridge.' The straw therefore stretched itself from one bank to the other, and the coal, who was of an impetuous disposition, tripped quite boldly on to the newly-built bridge. But when she had reached the middle, and heard the water rushing beneath her, she was after all, afraid, and stood still, and ventured no farther. The straw, however, began to burn, broke in two pieces, and fell into the stream. The coal slipped after her, hissed when she got into the water, and breathed her last. The bean, who had prudently stayed behind on the shore, could not but laugh at the event, was unable to stop, and laughed so heartily that she burst. It would have been all over with her, likewise, if, by good fortune, a tailor who was travelling in search of work, had not sat down to rest by the brook. As he had a compassionate heart he pulled out his needle and thread, and sewed her together. The bean thanked him most prettily, but as the tailor used black thread, all beans since then have a black seam.

This particular tale had PETIO (People for the Ethical Treatment of Inanimate Objects) up in arms. Apparently, the twisted brothers had forgotten to tack the usual disclaimer of "No straws, coals, or beans were harmed in the making of this story" onto the end of the original manuscript. Shortly after the first public beta release of this story, PETIO lead what was probably the first recorded mass protest in response to a fairy tale. It consisted of one massively overweight man rambling to himself in the town square. He was probably drunk and lying in a gutter. Not long after, the local bean farmers and tailors unions were engaged in a bitter dispute. The bean farmers blamed the tailors for the black seam and the tailors claimed that they would never sew up a burst bean with black thread. Additionally, all the straw in the vicinity filed an official-looking complaint condemning the propagation of the stereotype that straw is weaker than coal. This act, however, went largely unnoticed because of the final atrocity committed by this fantastic tale: it has no point.

It's no wonder that publishers of children's books don't print the original fairy tales. It would discourage today's youth from becoming bean farmers. Instead, they would all become bean tailors and there would be no Holy Frijole Mambo Combo with black beans, cilantro, and hot sauce for here.

On a more constructive note, I've stopped drinking caffeinated beverages for the time being. I found myself drinking 3 or 4 Diet Cokes or Diet Cherry Coke brand carbonated beverages every day for the past week or so. I need to lay off so the Caffeine Monster can recharge its mana. The last time I had a Diet Coke was on Friday, so it's been three days. Incidentally, I have been having some horrible headaches these past few days. It happens every time I'm away from my beloved stimulant for too long.
Outrage
Dude...wtf is up with 24? I started writing this while I watched Carrie Bendis getting whacked. She was a CTU geek, the backbone of our terrorist torturing superheroes and she was on a comeback after being sacked by Samwise Gamgee...I mean Lynn McAboutAsDenseAsPresidentLogan and then getting reinstated by Bill CoolerThanLynn Buchanan. She notices an anomaly (a definite death warrant for any minor, but named, character) and goes to check it out alone (Ms. Bendis, Mr. Reaper is holding on line one). And once she sees what's wrong she reaches for her cell phone to call for help. Cell phones issued to minor characters, in a time of crisis, are actually unable to make real phone calls. Instead, they're sort of a remote control for the character to choose his or her method of demise. Carrie happened to dial up a point and painful something in her back. Sigh, yet another CTU geek gets whacked.

But that's not what's angering me.

They whacked Edgar. They whacked Edgar. Oh my God. They jacked Edgar. You bastards. I hate this show.
s/sickness/pain/g
Instead of being sick, I'm now in excruciating pain. Yesterday, my department went up to Sugar Bowl to bask in the warmth of the snow. It was loads of fun. We planed to leave at 4:30am (ack) but the bus didn't come until after 5am. And on the way, we had to switch busses because the one we were riding in "didn't feel well." We also had to stop and stick chains on the bus and have a snowball fight. We didn't get to the place until about 10:30am. It was nice and snowy up there. Lots of powder up there, which sucks for trying to snowboard down those green slopes. I think it took an hour and a half to get down that first run because we kept getting stuck in the powder. But those blue runs were really cool. I could bomb down the mountain and wipe out without fear of getting hurt because the landing was guarenteed to be soft. Ahhh. Too bad I couldn't go fast enough to wipe out properly though. I suck at snowboarding. As my penalty, I now can't walk. Or move my arms. My fingers can still type, so that's OK. I'll be at work today.

Speaking of snow, I heard there was snow on the mountains in Saratoga and Los Gatos this morning. Badass! That just goes to show that if you're rich enough to live in Saratoga or Los Gatos, you have money to blow on getting snow imported to your mountains. Hooray for filthy wealth!

I'm still in pain.

The great wordsmith Tycho from Penny Arcade has this to say this morning: "The Mac, like The Alliance in World of Warcraft, was easy mode." Take that Macheads! The comic is great today also.

It still hurts.
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